Thursday, July 28, 2011 12:18 am

Random

listen, ♥Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life.

I don't wanna be anything but ordinary, please!

Sunday, July 17, 2011 12:39 am

SomethingBorrowed

listen, ♥I honestly hate it when people take my stuff and don't put it back in it's original place. It's like, excuse me! I did a favor by lending it to you, so why can't you make it an effort to put it back in it's original place? Like seriously!

Maybe I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but I really hate it when my things are not in place.

My life's already so screwed and unaligned to conventional beliefs, I don't need simple things to annoying the living daylights out of me.

Urgh, super irritated now. I should sleep before I get cranky and sleeping becomes a time of reflection.

Goodnight. I still want my stuff in place!

Saturday, July 09, 2011 11:39 pm

Aiai

listen, ♥I had a great day today, despite the fact that we were doing our own stuff more than half the time. But I'm glad you accompanied me and sat there with me for so long.

I love you Aiai, forever and a day. <3

11:30 pm

Lyrics

listen, ♥Don't lay our love to rest
'cause we could stand up to you test.
We got everything and more than we had planned,
more than the rivers that run the land.
We've got it all in our hands.
Now it's all for one and all for love.

Thursday, July 07, 2011 11:22 pm

Sunshine

listen, ♥"For your smile that always brings summer, and trying to smile always even when it rains in your heart."

I miss you Sunshine, really do! <3

10:59 pm

Question

listen, ♥When was the last time that I was really happy?

Monday, July 04, 2011 10:42 pm

Human

listen, ♥I honestly don't know what I'm feeling right now. I don't know if I'm happy, sad or just ruined. Maybe I'm in between each and every feeling.

I'm feeling like a complete flop now. I'm not done with revision, I have two papers to sit for tomorrow and i'm no where near confident.

And now, I feel like crying my lungs out.

I'm made by mistakes.

Sunday, July 03, 2011 10:50 pm

Decisions

listen, ♥And you just keep coming back.

No, why now?!

Saturday, July 02, 2011 2:02 am

15

listen, ♥After 15 months.

Friday, July 01, 2011 12:11 am

relations

listen, ♥I wish I had the courage to end it there and then, but all I could do, was walk away, praying that things would be like before.

I miss the old you.

Having to take papers one after another when I'm feeling lousy feels like crap.

It would be nice if you could see things from my point of view. But it seems like academic is not your source of fun or inspiration that you just "throw" me aside when I'm in need of encouragement, while struggling through papers after papers.

And I admit, that I'm sick of all these. All the waiting, all the heart break, all the lies. It hasn't been easy at all, surviving on these for more than a year.

And I think, it's really time to let go before I go crazy.

Yesterday was spent well, thinking and finally making a decision.

I know for a fact that you're not gonna be the one's who'll stand by me in times of trail, I know you're not gonna walk with me through bad times. I know you're gonna leave me sooner or later.

And I've decided that it'll be good if we put an end to these. And so, I'm sorry.

Hello July, it's a new start for me. Please go easy on me! I know this is gonna be tough, but I'm gonna survive this and be happy!